lovely

s
musings.

I feel slightly adrift at the moment. Aimlessly moving from day to day. I feel a restless too, but not in a physical sense. I can hardly label it as emotional. Probably just a restless Mind. All at once, I want to be surrounded by people and to be left alone to think. But thinking can be dangerous; I overthink. I want lovely things: sunrises, tulips, tea cups, icypoles, songs etc.

I want to be emotionally drained and then to sleep for hours.

Edit 6:11 pm: sleeping was wonderful. a nice end to a day which seemed to be going sadly awry.